要快乐——要飞——

     曾经以为一切都已经结束，也以为自己很坚强，但是渐渐地发现我是如此的脆弱，开始手足无措，看着手机里的照片，点点滴滴地回忆不断地涌现出来，好可怕·～总是会情不自禁

     还记得我吗？还会想我吗？还有可能吗？

     满脑子都是愚蠢的问题

     神啊，救救我吧～

 

I failed the exam`haha

 

Cried for a long time, but thank you for accompanying me for a whole night~

 

 

   busy, busy, busy~ sooooooo busy~~ I like the busy life~~ just keep on doing the same thing~

     thanks for everyone who concerns about me~ now I'm getting better~ I can chat with him freely, although it's still a little bit hard for me to forget him. Recently I spend all my time on teaching and reading. It's a good way to stop thinking of him~I still wonder how his life is. I want to know all things about him. sooooooo stupid, I know~

     Exactly describe what I have experienced~

   I can't control myself. Can't stop crying~ He's everywhere. at the window, at the door, on the floor. His every move is inside my mind. How can I get rid of them. I was happy, maybe that's enough. Let it go~ I should be more beautiful, more confident. Keep telling myself I am the best`~~

   I've called some friends during the whole day. Everyone seems so busy, I can't find anyone to talk. I am alone, ALWAYS. Get used to it