要快乐——要飞——

     莫明的伤心又涌上来，都怪DIDO空间里的PICS，勾起我大学的点点滴滴：记得刚电完头发我们傻傻地在宿舍玩起自拍；一堆人围在一个小小的宿舍里打火锅；在校道上我们几个大声说大声笑，当时肯定有很多人以为我们是疯子`~还有每年期末我们总是聚在图书馆一起“准备”考试~~

     一起笑，一起哭（好象没哭过？哈哈）感觉世界是那么的美好，现在回忆起来好象好遥远~突然有想跑过去抱着你的冲动，然后大声说：“死女人，我想死你了~”

     什么时候我们才能再聚一聚呢``什么时候连这种小小的要求也变成了奢求~

     曾经以为一切都已经结束，也以为自己很坚强，但是渐渐地发现我是如此的脆弱，开始手足无措，看着手机里的照片，点点滴滴地回忆不断地涌现出来，好可怕·～总是会情不自禁

     还记得我吗？还会想我吗？还有可能吗？

     满脑子都是愚蠢的问题

     神啊，救救我吧～

 

I failed the exam`haha

 

Cried for a long time, but thank you for accompanying me for a whole night~

 

 

   busy, busy, busy~ sooooooo busy~~ I like the busy life~~ just keep on doing the same thing~

     thanks for everyone who concerns about me~ now I'm getting better~ I can chat with him freely, although it's still a little bit hard for me to forget him. Recently I spend all my time on teaching and reading. It's a good way to stop thinking of him~I still wonder how his life is. I want to know all things about him. sooooooo stupid, I know~

     Exactly describe what I have experienced~

   I can't control myself. Can't stop crying~ He's everywhere. at the window, at the door, on the floor. His every move is inside my mind. How can I get rid of them. I was happy, maybe that's enough. Let it go~ I should be more beautiful, more confident. Keep telling myself I am the best`~~